Went out to check on the horses — later than planned because of a phone call from a dear friend in Ithaca, NY — late enough that night was quiet and the moon was up. Clouds had cleared and the air was sparkling. Temperature was dropping toward zero — that’s around -18 for centigrade friends — which makes the experience crystalline beautiful. Refrozen snow that had gotten soggy just a few days ago made all steps crunchy. And there’s something about being out late in cold weather that makes one conscious of the fragility of life, consequently appreciative.
This past week, while Santikaro was away teaching in the Chicago area, weather threatened a thaw but temperatures only flirted with the transition point more than seriously crossing it. So not much snow melted; it just got a bit soggy or icy as temperatures went up and down.
Until today, when it really warmed up and rained. Still, there’s plenty of snow left on the ground and the rain will be turning to snow, just to freshen things up.
Despite colds, runny noses, and swollen sinuses we’re happy to be here. Sure beats earthquakes and having to be rescued by with the help of the militaries of (former?) colonial powers.
The behavior of human beings and our suffering remains a powerful koan, concerning both our own suffering and the roles we play in fostering the suffering of others.
On Tuesday — our 2nd anniversary — the family renewed marriage vows.
From the Oghatarana Sutta:
The Buddha was asked, “How did you cross the flood?”
By not halting, friend, and by not striving I crossed the flood.
When I came to a standstill, I sank; but when I struggled, I was swept away. It is in in this way that by not halting and by not straining I crossed the flood. (S.i.1)
The weather has been around zero, or below, most of this year so far, inclining me towards slowness in getting the tipi ready for use. Finally, trekked back there this morning, after feeding the kids. Had to dig out some frozen ropes and create air passages to feed the fire, but it wasn’t all that hard or painful, even when fiddling with ropes sans gloves.
With the smoke flaps open, smoke from the fire went up instead of spreading out & choking me up like an evening a week or so ago. I gathered some snow in the tea pot and brewed a few pleasant cups of green tea.
Propped my boots up and continued reading on the social contexts in which Buddhism originated. Turns out that the traditional stories are not based in historical fact, even contradicting bits of information in the Suttas.
For example, it’s next to impossible that Siddhartha was a “Prince.” His father was a kind of raja, which at that time is better translated as “chief.” If dad wasn’t a king, then the son wasn’t a prince. How might we understand the Buddha’s story differently if we drop the notion that he was a prince, a noble, a ruler? The son of a chief among chiefs, non-hereditary ranks all, is more equitable and perhaps closer to democracy.
Also, did you know that the monarchy that developed for the most part after his passing in the middle Ganges basin, the main area of the Buddha’s ministry, is responsible for wiping out the Buddha’s people, the Sakyans? Perhaps those monarchies weren’t so benign, let alone Dhammic, after all. And what does it mean that we honor Sakyamuni, the Sage of the Sakyas, who came from a tribal people wiped out by a more aggressive, power-hungry monarchy with a standing army that later Buddhism took as its social model?
History provides food for thought and for re-visioning how we understand Sangha and society today. Rejuvenating Sangha is crucial to Buddhism’s future and history has some lessons for us.

one of our few pine trees
Wishing the new year has started fruitfully for everyone, in good health & cheer, plus some wise resolutions for 2010.
We enjoyed a couple pleasant visits over the weekend, then a kitty rescue yesterday (she’s doing better).
The horses are doing fine with the cold weather — barely over zero in the day & well under at night — which is starting to warm up a tad.
We’ve been able to rest up since the very busy summer & fall. More needed.
You may have noticed that a few new things have appeared on the website, including some new audio and upcoming teaching schedules. More will be added this week.








